Confessions

Updated on Aug 16, 2010
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HollyAshley 's Thoughts:

Ok, so..I don’t know why, but I think I’m about to get all emotional here on Chictopia. I normally don’t write much on here..but today is different.
Do you ever have those days where you just feel so…left out, or disconnected from the world; unhappy and embarrassed? I mean, I don’t know what’s bringing this on all of a sudden. I’ve been fairly happy lately, but I’ve always got many things on my mind and lately I feel like I’m being drug down by them…I’m not even sure what I’m getting at here, Chictopia is of course a largely fashion based community, but I feel as if we’ve all found those few or even several people we can connect to. It’s it’s own little world here..and I don’t know, I just feel like I don’t fit in sometimes..like I’m trying too hard. I’m scared the feeling of judgement is equating to that of real life..and I think I may have fell in love with Chictopia because it gives me a place to be and feel comfortable thanks to fashion but now, well, I feel as if I’m not even fitting in here..dumb, I know. I shouldn’t even care, but I have horrible sef-esteem; I will easily admit that. I’ve been at grips with that for many years now. ..Well I’m not sure still what I’m asking here but, please,..will someone tell me what my problem is if you’ve figured it out from this long paragraph??? Thanks:/
Holly

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Comments (50)

Aprilfrances
Aprilfrances on March 10
THIS LOOKS GOOD ON U VERY NICE
fashion89
fashion89 on November 21
cute love everything
filthygorgeous
filthygorgeous on October 05
omg i LOVE this! i live in AZ too in the winters! So fun!
chelyuson
chelyuson on September 07
love the hat & the shoes:)
kiki_sandoval
kiki_sandoval on August 27
cute shoes
sparkleisacolor
sparkleisacolor on August 23
i really like the colors!
Vemo
Vemo on August 19
love this look!!
Emzlouiseza
Emzlouiseza on August 19
I just adore your hat X
sazzychiq
sazzychiq on August 19
awesome outfit!!!!!!!!!!!!
queenmuraj
queenmuraj on August 18
holy hot shoes
artyaffair
artyaffair on August 18
i loveeeeeeeeee this! be strong babe! :) *hugs!
violetheart
violetheart on August 18
first i want to say you are absolutely gorgeous i love love love this look, your hat and shirt are super chic, and second i know exactly how you feel i find it sad that most girls these days have low self-esteem i think its because of all the pressures in society to be perfect but you are the perfect you no one else can be you so i hope you can see the beauty deep inside yourself :)
XavieraA
XavieraA on August 17
Super super chic!!! :)
lissakahayon
lissakahayon on August 17
i love the way u styled this outfit!!
Ramona_C
Ramona_C on August 17
You look absolutely super chic! This outfit looks perfect on You! Oh, hun, I know what You mean. These couple week's I'm totally lost in low self- esteem and pressure from some people negative attitude. All day I'm looking for a moment to login Chictopia and meet these lovely chictopians. This is great place and gorgeous people!xoxo
Style_Journey
Style_Journey on August 17
ohh, you look gorgeous, girl!! love the shoes and purse so much! voted
WeMoveVintage
WeMoveVintage on August 17
Love love! Great Styling!
angiekje
angiekje on August 17
this picture and outfit are amazing!! faving again, now reading, emotional?? yes I do feel like that sometimes :) a lot lately even :p but chictopia helps me :p you're soooo fitting in on chictopia :p you're one of the most chic members!! okay that's my opinion, but I hope it counts for something :) I also have horrible self-esteem :) sometimes I can think of something bad, start doubting, without
angiekje
angiekje on August 17
realising it and then... I feel bad, and don't know why... but it's just something I thought about, when I realise that I try to fix it, but it's not always possible... I'll think about your "problem" and if I figure it out I'll tell it :) but I'm thinking it's just part of being a girl :) I used to be tough, never cried, now I cry at weddings, when Kim Clijsters wins a tennis game, when I see my friend again after 6 months...
keogan42
keogan42 on August 17
great top. the shoes match it perfectly
anonymours
anonymours on August 17
cute blouse and pumps!
xoxopaige
xoxopaige on August 17
love those shoes!
UnForGettable323
UnForGettable323 on August 17
cute :D love it
ohyeahdonna
ohyeahdonna on August 17
love the hat!
immadi
immadi on August 17
great hat
SonjaG
SonjaG on August 17
love the fit of the jeans with the ankle boots!
The_Artist_Eye
The_Artist_Eye on August 17
Great hat! I know how you feel. Like you could be in a room full of people and just not connect with them. I'm not sure why it's like that but it's not just you. Hope that helps, you're definitely not alone in that.
lolapalloosa
lolapalloosa on August 17
nice hat and boots!!
headbandit
headbandit on August 17
cool shoes!
fauxfur
fauxfur on August 17
Love the hat Holly! I'm sure we've all felt the same way :) Trust me I've gone through that myself - I even took an eleven-month hiatus! Remember that you will always be entitled to your own style opinion etc. Hugs!!!
kirsty
kirsty on August 17
i heart this look xxx
AnnaThunderroad
AnnaThunderroad on August 17
i love brown with denim blue
RosiTonaco
RosiTonaco on August 17
Chic and cool!
T1ps
T1ps on August 17
Chic Holly! You have nothing to worry about x PS. love your blog too!
szs
szs on August 17
i want to have those kind of hat
kingsibulo
kingsibulo on August 17
gorgeous!!
starryeyed
starryeyed on August 17
this is gorgeous. I'm faving this. I love your boots
ChuChuRonaldo
ChuChuRonaldo on August 17
pretty! love the boots!
Astrologically
Astrologically on August 17
love your outfit!!
my_name_is_zoe
my_name_is_zoe on August 16
this is so cute! I love the jeans and the heels, the ruffles on the top are so cute
cityofbugs
cityofbugs on August 16
faving this, its stunning! love the hat, and well i love it all actually so :)
blueheart
blueheart on August 16
i love this. i neeeed those shoes!
flutterbyjulia
flutterbyjulia on August 16
Love this look, the tones work beautitully together! We all feel like that sometimes hun, that's part of being human - insecurity is normal. Chictopia is a huge community and at times people get overlooked purely because of the size. Just remember that it's your opinion that matters the most, if others agree then yay, if they don't then that's their loss Hugs xox
angieexxpangie
angieexxpangie on August 16
cute! great jeans and boots
Littlerayah
Littlerayah on August 16
I love the whole outfit!
LyannePeri
LyannePeri on August 16
you look awesome!! love the booties!! chic voted dear! :)
DevoreLeBeauMonstre
DevoreLeBeauMonstre on August 16
love this outfit & how you styled it with that color palette. :)
RoswellVixen
RoswellVixen on August 16
great look! love those shoes. and as for your post, i think its one of those things you might have to sit down, really think about and figure out why you really feel the way that you do. i think its really REALLY hard to feel like you DONT fit in on this site because everyone's very supportive and helpful for the most part. i think maybe the issue is that you need to become happy with who you are
HollyAshley
HollyAshley on August 18
thanks for your support hun, it helps :) and you're right about everything you said<3
RoswellVixen
RoswellVixen on August 16
and not worry about what anyone else thinks because all that matters is that YOU are happy with who you are, what you wear, what you do, etc.
omyheart
omyheart on August 16
those jeans look amazing on you, and I adore those booties! gorgeous!
carizzachua
carizzachua on August 16
lovely~ love the hat~
districtofchic
districtofchic on August 16
I love those beautiful beige boots!!
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